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Jam dah masuk pukul 12:36 pm, tapi mata masih belum lagi mau lelap..best friend aku Bett, dah tido. Lena je aku tengok...Hmmm...aku masih lagi mengadap laptop mak ni, Online..Mengharap seseorang yg dirinya juga aku add dlm list YM aku..Macam biasa aku sekarang lebih selesa online dengan menggunakan Invisible Status, appear online pada dirinya sahaja...sambil-sambil di benak ligat memikirkan mcm2 hal yg berlaku antara aku dgn dia dua tiga menjak ni..Ya Allah ya Tuhan, aku benar2 buntu skrg..dgn keadaan diri yg masih belum menjawat sebarang pekerjaan...sedang keluarga lagi memerlukan sumber kewangan, apalagi Aidilfitri bakal menjelang minggu depan...aku helpless!! yea, aku benar2 helpless...Permohonan kerja dah merata aku apply, tak cukup dgn online application di Job Street, akhbar tempatan dan tak kurang juga recommendation dari rakan2...terima kasih aku ucapkan pada mereka atas kesudian dan ikhtiar membantu aku mencari pekerjaan..moga Allah memberkati mereka.. Huh!!...sesak dada dan ...

Have u ever think when you're life's walk, can't see the light of day and your hope is gone..when you 2nd guess your faith, when you turn around and realize that no one else will believe in you...only yourself!!! When you're holding on and can't find a will to breathe, can you right the wrong? that has brought you to your knees though you've barely lived your life..you keep on believing you'll survive and all that's left is what's inside Amazing right?? i have heard my inner voice and finally can rejoice..i was lost and way down, never thought that it would be amazing!! but now i'm free So you let go of love that's holding on, and you close your eyes, never thought of being wrong..and you surrendered half of your life, to a world of pain and sacrifice but through it all you make things right..desperate, so confined, every day losing touch of my mind..i found that strength in my pride, and 've gave my pride..isn't it crazy??? so amazin...